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Friday, March 26, 2010

Feels great to know that my hard work all these years paid off.. I got compliments from others... It's not the first, but I feel it's the most genuine. Those hours of commitment.. were totally worth it. One of the best feeling ever. Too bad it didnt last long.

I've found myself. My old self. I am what I was 5 years ago. Me. No more restriction, boundaries, eyes. I'm free. :D I got a feeling this wouldnt last long either. There'll be a point where I cross a line have to take steps back again, and it's definitely not enjoyable.

Life is too comfortable for me. Whenever I say or think this, something bad usually happens that day itself. I keep thinking of how fortunate I am. How everything always falls into place for me, regardless of effort or situation. It just does. I always think that life is unfair. Life sides me. Even when I'm down and out, I know there are others who had to face worst scenarios endlessly, in terms of relationship, fianance, academic, psychological and whatnot.

Recently I've developed an interest towards music and sports. Music inspires. Sport create spirit.

Posted by MrZenic at 5:33 AM